i♥purple!

hi this is me
im gonna try n not say alot. but theres so much on my mind
to start with serge wants to move. he's always wanted to. outta here. i mean whats going on! its one thing when were dating and i move but thats different were married and i feel like a rock i wanna stay here, oh i actually dont know what a rock feeels like. so i needa stop assuming these things! he says he can get a better job there. what! i like his job here at nolans and he likes it too. he'll only realize it when its too late,
ive been thinking about my first job at the doctors office... and i remember while working there thinking. of many ways to quit like excuse and when would the best time be. i so badly wanted to quite but something inside me kept me going and going and evryone would tell me "diana your so lucky to have this job" and i'd believe them. but i was young and my idea for a job was like the mall or something!...yeah well thats exactly what i got! when the doc died not too long after.
i worked at bath and body works and tehn macys,
and now i want that doc. office job back so badly it hurts, to think. that even if i filed many applications and did my resume so great. id NevEr get that job back. cause its gone forever!
why do people die!!!!!