i♥purple!

right now time is crawling.
i want to be married to my prince already. i feel like my life is on pause right now and can start again right after our wedding and wedding pictures,
im dreading to relaxe from this wedding dealing and all the other blahs that have to do with it all
i am so sick of it
cant get anything straight in this mind of mine and
so recently we added the color orange to our purple and ivory.
now i have a whole new list of things to worry a bout
for example the silky orange material to get purchased and brought here from cali. which sergeys sister will get since she leaves there.
and since i bought a whole buncha table decos before we brought orange in our plan. i now have to go back and not only THINK but buy moooore shhtuff oh man.
one thing im happy about is my bridesmaids, they are going to look pretty perfect even if i dont, i can depend on that,
then when i look at pictures it can be like.. bridesmaid bridesmaid bridesmaid...me
well anyways theyre wearing eggplant purple silky PRETTY fancy long dresses and the groomsman r wearing orange vests oh so exciting, 19 more days....
oh i found the prefect couches which store was it? cant recall
oh well i know where its located and thats on mondays list.
pretty much all the stuff we orderd ofline should be here by friday,
and limo has not been booked yet! OHmyGOODNESS
and my flowers are gettting done tomorrow
and another dress fitting tomorrow
and i need to meet up with the cake gurl "Sweetlana"
and aside from all that i have an interview tuesday at macys!
i need shoes and a cathedrel vail!!! extensions !!!
and colored eye cotacts my recent decession!
i need planty of more ideas and i need sergeys help more then ever!

for now though goodnight.