5 days till my wedding i'm getting short of breath.
i wish i could have this all fast forwarded through untill the moment we say i do.
to be honest im not looking forward to getting dressed or taking pictures for me thats the worst.
im also not very fond of all the attention. i get so shy and scared i wish people would understand. i wish this day would be more about my parents or my bridesmaids and not me. i feel my mouth getting dry already and the knots in my stomache tighten, im so nervous. i hope serge is feeling the same i dont wanna be alone.
nothing is ready i dont know how i found time to write in my blog, and i love how my blog makes me feel so much better-relieved.
GOD PLEASE. let our pictures work out in which ever weather you give us for our wedding. pictures r the most important part, and thats wat im most scared of.
im hoping i get some time to still post pictures of my bridal shower up. because then after the wedding itll be mostly only pics from my wed. if i catch some on my camera, i hope!
my 3rd bridesmaid came over to tricities today, from alaska, so we start on her dress. and i hope our dress sewer has enough time. but he's real good, so he will.
tomorrow is my first day actually working at macy's wish my luck.
im also scheduled to work on my wedding day...... WOW.
but that wont happen.
goodnite
hey love dont worryi felt the same way before my wedding...i kept imagining all the things that could go wrong!!! but you have to make sure to enjoy it and cherish EVERY SINGLE MOMENT cause you're never going to bring any of it back!!! I love you and i KNOW your going to look beautiful and im counting down the days!!!! I think Im going to cry throughout your whole wedding!!!! =)
ReplyDeleteGoodness what is wrong with macy's???? are they ok??? man you better talk to your manager.... and i might visit you cause im getting my extensions done tomorrow at 2.....=) kinda nervous about that...